Sunday, August 31, 2008

Under a hotter sun; Diary; Six weeks in Italy.


In Zurich, we went to the Reisebuero Kuoni to pick up our tickets. We had the whole day as the train to Italy left at 9 pm. We took the children to the Zoo had dinner at the Bahnhofbuffet and then telephoned Peters Cousin Koeby. He and his wife Ruth invited us to their apartment and later he brought us to the station. He did not linger. We had been very good friends and he was very sad to see us leave, perhaps forever.
A few minutes before 9 pm the train we waited for arrived. It was awfully long with many carriages. Hurriedly we searched our carriage number. It happened that our carriage was way in front and no porter was around to help us with our heavy luggage. We ran and dragged our suitcases there was no spare time. Peter carried two and a heavy travelling bag. I was struggling with two and the children pushed and heaved each one. The girls and I struggled with ours, the suitcases lost their shine on platform one at the train station in Zurich and got heir initiation scratches early on their tour around the world. Peter, strong and with long legs was way in front and we saw him shoving and pushing his suitcases into the carriage then he ran back to help us.

We really had to run the train was only to stop a few minutes and as everybody knows trains in Switzerland don’t muck around and wait they leave on the dot. We had not yet stowed the suitcases onto the luggage rack when the train shifted its wheels into motion, leaving the net of intertwined rails of the Hauptbahnhof behind, gained quickly speed and left industrial sites and suburbia behind.
We had a first-class compartment and made ourselves comfortable, as we travelled through the night. The express train made few stops and soon we were through the Gotthard tunnel. I tried to get some last glimpses through the window but the southern countryside was already swallowed by the deep shadows of the night and only silvery ripples revealed a river or a lake.
The train passed famous holiday resorts, bustling in the daytime now dark and sleeping. The train arrived at Chiasso where the border official from Italy came into our compartment and checked our passports. He leafed quickly through the red booklets and handed them back to us, wished us a good journey and left.
The train resumed its itinerary; left Switzerland behind and made its way through the still and moonless Italian countryside towards Milan.
I must have had some catnaps as the night had given way to a washed-out bluish morning light suffused with streaky, pale lemon just to tell me the sun was on its way up. We were rushing through tranquil and green, flat countryside scattered with red-tiled farmhouses behind fortified red brick walls. When the train pulled in at Milan Station a greyish, pallid morning greeted us through the ornate glass roof.
To travel to Genoa and further to Viareggio, we had to change the train. Fortunately, there were porters waiting and eager to help us with our seven suitcases and travel bags. The train to Genoa was already waiting. We scanned the windows for a suitable compartment the porter bravely behind us with our load. In a first-class compartment, we found five empty seats. The porter stashed quickly and efficiently our luggage onto the provided racks above the seats. We paid him and gave him a good tip, he said grazie and ciao, he was a trendy young man.
Our entry caused a bit of a commotion and the three people that were already established in their seats looked up with interest and greeted us with a friendly Buon Giorno, then settled back again.
I sank into the plush, wine red upholstery and glanced discretely at our fellow travellers.
A nun and a priest sat side-by-side, murmuring; their gold leaf prayer books on their lap. One other person was a middle-aged man in a dark suit rather well endowed around his girth. His face was now hidden behind Il Corriere and he had more folded newspapers and magazines stashed beside him.
The train left Milan behind and I looked with interest through the window at the verdant, Lombardian countryside. The morning was well advanced and reluctant skies gave
way to a sun playing hide and seek when my children gave me frantic looks and mouthed we are hungry, no we are near starvation and pointed to the well-filled bag.
I could not ignore longer the pleading faces of my daughters and asked Peter to hand me down the bag filled with the food, as we arrived on a Sunday and we did not know if the grocery stores would be open.
As a goodbye present, I had received a wedge of Appenzeller cheese from the cheesemaker in our village, where we used to buy every day fresh milk and cheese, I had packed to take with us.
I opened the bag and a rather strong whiff of a well-matured cheese escaped. The three people opposite looked up, their noses twitched and appreciatively sniffed the air.

Nonetheless, I was embarrassed and quickly zipped the bag shut before the girls could say a peep.
I ignored their pleading faces and rumbling stomachs and only said curtly we will eat later. The tone of my voice pushed them further into the upholstery with a beseeched look in their eyes that naturally as a mother I must say, left me a little uneasy, as we still had such a long way to travel.
The train made its way into Liguria and I was glad when the train arrived in Genoa. The good thing was we did not change trains, so I quickly dashed out to get some lollies and chocolates at a kiosk to harmonise the unhappy vibes that still floated around the bag filled with food stashed above our heads.
Those who wanted to board it replaced soon the rush of people leaving the train.
Some were still hanging on to doors and leaning out of windows to grab suitcases and parcels when the train without further announcement juddered forth and back, quickly found its wheels and rolled out of the gloomy and sooty station of Genoa.
Those who usually travel by trains know that one must always hurry because the train in which you arrive might be late but the one you have to catch leaves on the dot. This sort of arrangements used to give me nightmares when as a student I had to catch trains every day. But the odd thing is I still love travelling by train best of all. I wished I could travel all the way to Australia just by train!
Gradually the train nosed its way out of the tangle of railway lines along houses build precariously near the railway embankment. Their windows flung wide open thus the travellers could see right into the neat bedrooms, living rooms and kitchens.
Freshly laundered washing strung out from the windowsills waved gaily in the breeze to wish us well on our way.

The train followed now the pleasant Riviera di Levante with its famous holiday resorts. The villas clinging to the steep, hilly coast of Rapallo had a splendid view on the Mar Tirreno.
It was a very enjoyable train journey from Genoa to Viareggio, as I was back in the good books, the children pacified with lollies and chocolates. I could now enjoy the scenery that brought back a lot of memories from the holidays I had spent in this area.
We were glad when we reached our near-final destination Viareggio from there it was only a short taxi drive to Lido di Camaiore. The train did not stop long and we had to hurry to unload our suitcases. With the handling of our luggage, we had become cleverer too. We did not struggle and wrestle them again through the narrow passages, we handed them straight through the windows the way the Italians did. It worked very well and we were soon ready for the last leg of our journey.

We approached a taxi to take us to Lido di Camaiore where we had hired an apartment in the Villino Cinzia for six weeks. The taxi chauffeur surveyed our pile of suitcases and said something very rapidly that in any ordinary situation we would not have understood. But with his gesticulations between our baggage and his car boot we understood quickly that we had to hire two taxis to fit all our suitcases and us.
I had written down the address on a piece of paper that I gave to the taxi driver. He looked at the address, turned around the slip of paper like something more informative would materialise. He called one of his colleagues, and then the two taxi drivers had a lengthy discussion together until finely they both agreed to take us to our final destination to the Via F. Cavallotti eight to ten.
The three girls and I with a couple of suitcases travelled in the first taxi and Peter was to follow with the rest of the luggage in the second taxi.
He drove off with much speed and I turned around to be sure Peter followed us in his taxi. We drove for quite a while when the taxi chauffeur said this is via F. Cavallotti, but he had a problem, he did not find the numbers eight to ten. I told him to stop the taxi and Peter caught up with us and asked what happened. We were perplexed and discussed the non-existence of numbers eight to ten. We wondered, looked around and asked each other did we hire an apartment in a non-existent Villino Cinzia? I asked one of the taxi drivers to go into the next house and seek some information about the reclusive numbers eight to ten. He soon returned smiling and explained that these were all new houses they were only about ten years old and they had not yet got their official house numbers. We were relieved that this mystery was so readily solved. Soon afterwards we were delivered with a flourish and set down before the doorsteps at the Villino Cinzia. The arrival of the two taxis, the commotion of opened and shut doors brought out the caretaker who expected us this day and quickly welcomed us and took charge of our luggage, guiding us up to our home for six weeks.


Villino Cinzia

He took us up to two flights of stairs to our apartment and with a grand gesture, he said:” Ecco”! The apartment was spacious and sunny and had more room than we needed. The children chose under lengthy discussions with each other their room to sleep, organised their clothes, their books and their games in the wardrobes.
At the back of the house from our bedroom window, we had a view on one side to houses and gardens and the other side was still rural undeveloped land.
From here I saw that this was a newer build-up area. The new houses were mainly brick buildings all in the same uninteresting, utilitarian style. The yellow ochre walls of old farmhouses that probably had stood here for centuries had not left a trace.

I liked to observe the daily life of the Italian people, which were our neighbours for a short while. Every day in the late afternoon the Signora from the house opposite sang out for her little son Antonio…Aaantonio…Aaantooonio…Toooonio this went on for quite a while until a dark, curly-haired boy came running with a small troop of girls and boys in tow, under a gush of very fast Italian he was scolded into the house and the other children dispersed.

The living room had a balcony facing the front of the house. From there I looked onto the next house that looked new and well cared for was painted a sunny apricot colour that was also the store where we shopped for our groceries. It was a two-story building with the proprietor living in the apartment above the shop. They had a pretty, quite voluptuous looking daughter in her twenties. In the morning she came out onto her balcony that was in our view, so we watched her at her daily ritual, very flamboyantly she laced herself in a frilly pink corset. When we shopped she sat at the till her black eyes dancing and her black curls bouncing, yet demurely she wore a plain flowery overall but we knew that underneath she wore a lacy pink concoction and I think she knew too that we knew! We named her “Kassa Schaetzli” that meant nothing more than “the darling at the till”; we never knew her real name.
In their back garden stood a beautiful, old Persimmon tree, probably the last tree standing from an orchard that had once been planted there. It was glistening orange, every branch loaded with ripe fruits. Then suddenly, early one morning when I looked out of the window, the tree was emptied from its glowing burden its branches outstretched bare, like in agony begging back for its beauty. The fruits bursting with ripeness were waiting for customers in a big basket in the shop.

At this time of year, in autumn, many Italians hunt. Early in the morning, the mist still hovered and veiled the first rays of a watery sun, I saw “il padrone” from the shop, well wrapped up in his khakis with his gun and his dog hike towards the hills. His dog excited, its tongue lolling ran before him in anticipation of the chase. Sometimes I saw him return with his quarry, a hare or a couple of pheasants dangled from his hands.
From our bedroom window, we looked down on a field, some grassland and a small plot of vegetables. An old man came every day and worked in his field. Every day people threw all sorts of rubbish into his nicely tended vegetable garden. Paper, pieces of plastic, fragments of old iron, broken crockery even the odd bicycle wheel. Every day the old man arrived early in the morning to weed and tend his vegetables and he also cleaned up other people’s refuse that had again accumulated overnight. Slowly and quietly he picked up and placed the garbage in his hand-pulled, small cart he used to transport his gardening tools. We greatly admired his patience.

Outside of our bedroom window, along the windowsill were strung a few washing lines to hang out small laundry bits and pieces. Usually when I was hanging out some small washed items the signora from the next house called a few friendly words in very fast Italian, most of it I did not understand, I usually answered si.. si.. bene.. bene.. come sta... Her greetings became longer and longer, her Italian faster and faster and I tried to keep up with more and more si si and bene bene and come sta until I must have said at the wrong time si si and bene bene as her flood of words were abruptly cut short and she got the hint that I did not have a clue what she talked about, from then on she gave up on me and just called over Buon Giorno signora.

On the ground floor of the villino Cinzia lived the caretaker with his wife, two small boys and the nonna.
At mealtimes, the nonna sat usually in the garden with the youngest boy, still a baby, on her lap. On a small table nearby a colourful majolica bowl was full with big, pale macaroni, which she fed one by one to the chubby little chap who opened his small pink mouth like a hungry bird. In the afternoons when the mother went out for a stroll with the two little boys, they wore very beautiful clothes, soft blue knitted pants and jackets with little white lace collars and tiny white and blue shoes. They looked charming, but I did not think they looked fitted out for the sandpit. I always observed that the Italians when they went out with their children or on Sunday outings they wore beautiful clothes, the little girls usually wore colourful dresses with lace, ribbons and stiff petticoats with matching socks and colourful, well-made shoes in soft leather.

Copyright: T.S.

Diary; Under a hotter sun; An Idea takes shape; 1974


Our home in Sonnenberg Hefenhofen?Amriswil in the Canton of Thurgau.



Sonnenberg, around 1965

I can’t remember when this idea took place that urged us on, like a tide surging and ripping, to leave everything we held dear. The voices kept whispering that it was time for us to move on. We had fallen for it, we were hopelessly in love with Australia, and nothing could retain us. The southern cross, bluer skies, endless lands held us in its grip via thick bundles of News Papers with pages and pages of tiny script advertising in rainbow colours, blocks of land and houses for sale. We put on rose-tinted spectacles and started packing. We did not bat an eyelid when we sold our house, if anybody had asked for it we would have sold our soul. We were enthralled, captivated, nothing could stand in our way to reach this Southlands shores.
We had our interview at the Australian Embassy. We had our medical examination. We waited and waited and we didn't hear from the Australian Embassy. We did not know if we had been accepted. At the end of August, we couldn't stand this situation any longer. I went by train to Berne to make some inquiries. At the embassy, I had to wait a long time, as I did not have an appointment. My turn arrived and I explained why I was here. The dark-haired, Australian girl who assisted me said:” Wait a moment” and disappeared. After a while, she returned, smiled and waved our passports and said here are your entry visas, just like that, no fuss at all. I was perplexed. I did not know what I expected. It was so easy just like here is your breakfast. I took the passport with the precious visa and sat down to read the entry. It said: Visa for Australia then followed the visa number, the type of visa and the date of issue, the 28.8.1974 and the period of stay said indefinite so we could stay forever! I was so thrilled and happy to receive the entry visa to Australia. I wanted to skip and sing when I left in high spirits the Embassy building. I looked for the next Telephone box and rang Peter to tell him the good news and we told each other how fortunate and joyful we were. We were very lucky indeed as from the first of September Australia did not take more migrants for this year as they had reached the set quota of 110’000 people until the end of 1974.
We booked quickly our cabin on the Galileo Galilei, as not much time was left to do so and our adventure began.


We had letters, ¼ acre of land, room for a tennis court, one block from the beach, this was definitely not for us we wanted more. We had dreams of the real thing, farmland!
On the map we travelled and crisscrossed the continent poring over charts of rainfall
and temperature, not realising we were like kids running free. The continent was vast and strange, unknown to us, but we worshipped on its altar with our enthusiasm, our urge to embrace and love this land of dreams.
The children were promised ponies, beaches with silvery sands, jewels to play with!
Our promise was freedom and a life neither of us had experienced. Every day would be unexplored our minds were open to negotiating any hurdles.
The final voyage of the Galileo Galilei to Australia was the beginning for our family fascinated by a thousand voices a singsong of hope and expectation.

Ready, to go


We sold our furniture and packed 3 custom made wooden containers with the favoured things we wanted to take with us. We packed carefully three antique, Italian crystal chandeliers; a massive brass, six-armed Dutch light, where would they spread their welcoming glow? In to the containers went rolls of Persian carpets their fine weave and intricate patterns and colours now disguised by lots of white insecticide powder. I carefully wrapped fragile thin, hundred-year-old crystal glasses inherited from Peter’s grandmother; I crossed my fingers and hoped they would survive the journey intact. Fine china and silver cutlery, table and bed linen I did not want to part with went into the containers. I wrapped into soft towels our collection of old copperware, battered, indestructible still gleaming, polished to a muted rose gold colour.
I packed all our books and while I filled the container, I got lost leaving through some of my favourite writers, Nicolai Gogol, Richard Llewellyn, Alya Rachmanova, Somerset W. Maughan and Goethe, I like to read from time to time some lines from Faust, I could never leave him behind, carefully I wrapped those I loved best into tissue paper, the others I just stapled into the box and sprinkled some insecticide powder in between the written words that kept them safe, until they arrived on the other side of the world.

We did not pack mundane, everyday things but the containers were quickly bursting full and Peter fitted and secured the lids. I would have liked to pack much more, favoured gardening tools, watering cans and I would have loved to take three intricately, hand-carved Stabellen {chairs} but it seemed so trivial to pine for small possessions when there were such huge changes in our lives laying before us. The three containers stood prominently in the middle of the empty living room ready to be picked up by Danzas, remained me this was for real we were ready.

For our big hop from Europe to Australia, we had no other choice than the matronly, Galileo Galilei. We received our visas at the end of August. The ship was to sail in the second week of October. When we hastily booked our voyage, all the cabins on the upper decks were already booked out. Somebody had cancelled a cabin on E-deck, it had only four-berth and we were five. We took it, we would manage, and it was only for around five weeks. At this time there were only two ships that sailed all the way from Europe to Australia and the Greek ship was booked out. We wanted our children to see how far away Australia was, that’s why we wanted to travel by ship and not by plane.

The weeks and days came and went; with us busy sorting out our old life and make preparation for a new one. The morning of our departure from Switzerland was here. It was busy, a little unreal too as the Elysian Fields emerged from their shadows!
Danzas had picked up our containers two weeks ago and send them off. They were probably already somewhere on their way to Sydney where they would be stored until we were ready to claim them.
The house was finally sold, though in the endeavour we had to cope with some unforeseen episodes. The first person who arrived to look at the house was a lady. She wanted us to know that she was very rich and that she mainly moved in high society and she was looking for a house as she was in the process of a divorce. She told us more or less her life’s story. She came many times more and said she was very interested and she practically renovated the whole place while she sat on the couch and drank cups after cups of coffee, her blonde wig slightly askew she even asked for something a bit stronger I, fortunately, couldn’t provide. At a time I thought that she might move in with us, as she made herself once more comfortable on the sofa, that was the time when we still had a sofa! Then her visits petered out and we had other people that were interested to buy our house.
A lady who lived in a “chateau” wanted something smaller, she came a few times, yet she couldn’t make up her mind how small the house should be, we saw our house shrinking as she looked it over and over again and in the end, it was too small for her!

Then came a couple that had resided all their life overseas and they couldn’t make up their mind if they really wanted to settle in Switzerland. They never really expressed, that they wanted to buy it, but when we eventually sold the house they rang Peter and told him off, why he had sold the house, as they really wanted to buy it. Later we thought he just wanted to make us soft to drop the price, as they knew we were in a hurry to sell the place.

The next couple had two corgi dogs and said this house and big garden really suited them and they wanted to buy it. But then the husband got cold feet and was not sure if this was the right place. We got very low in spirit as everybody opted out of buying. However, his wife wanted this house badly and she was the stronger of the two. The day of the handover of the property was arranged. We met at the office of the Grundbuchverwalter” the clerk who oversees the signing of the contracts. We sat there and Peter and I and the lady signed but her husband teetered again, pen in his hand and hesitated to sign the contract. Peter and I sat on needles and willed him to sign. His wife gave him nasty looks and said sign now, he didn’t sign until the clerk lost his patience and told him in a very stern voice what for he came to his office if he didn’t want to sign the contract. His wife said again, sign and then he did. Peter and I looked at each other relieved and heaved a sigh that this was over and the house sold. The couple invited us for a meal in a restaurant, we went but we were both not hungry after the strain he had put us through. However, in hindsight, it was all rather comic.

My emotions ran high as I went from room to room, I didn’t kiss the walls, as I knew this was goodbye forever from this house. I still can see the empty rooms. I think the last impression is always the saddest. A last look at the garden, the primulas I had planted I would not see flowering next spring. Resolutely I told myself I shouldn’t linger, this was not Auf Wiedersehen, this was goodby and somewhere would be a new beginning.




Maria and Max and their children, our kind neighbours, invited us for breakfast. They had prepared a feast for us. They also brought us to the station, later on, to wave us goodbye. Promises were exchanged to never forget each other and Maria said that they would visit us in our new country if everything worked out well.
I went to say goodbye to my friend Vreni, we used to mind each other’s children. She hugged me, she was so sad seeing me leave and cried.


A few years later I cried for her, I would never see her again. In deep shock I read a letter from Maria that Vreni had a deadly accident, a drunken man drove his car into hers left her husband a widower and three small children motherless.
What a tragedy and sadness had lurked around the corner of their lives.
Copyright: T.S.